Nothing's ever right and peaceful for me.

Happiness is not forever.

Really unsure what have I done wrong.

Racked my brains for days, weeks.

Still no outcome.

Exhausted.

Problems come one after another.

Feeling all cramped up.

What's with me?

What do I actually want?

Am I really that difficult?

Too stubborn?

So many questions running through my mind.

But no answers to all of it.

Wish I could just disappear to thin air...

Not blaming anyone, maybe it's just me being too over sensitive, too over everthing.

Suffering from "diminishing" brain-juice ~crap~

Can't wait for the prelims to be over, in need for some real fun before settling back to my books again for the real showdown.

Ha! Surprised at myself, confining at home, facing the same four walls everyday, flipping my books day in day out.

Did quite alot of reflections, who do I really have by my side?

Soul mates, play mates, work mates, school mates.

They seem to just come and go.