Monday, October 31, 2005
Startin my new school terms in moments of a few hours away. Break was short, hadnt had the best of it but no complains cause time will fly by again and the long awaited break will arrive soon.
For the first time since the incident, I really enjoyed my work tonight at Blue Ginger. Though this sounds bad, but I thank Hong Yu for askin me to replace him tonight if not it would not happen.
Things was still as usual at work and though me and penguin are not really talkin much like the past since... I thought things would have been the same but alas we were actually having some of the good old times disturbing each other. The feelin was so comfortable, somethin that I never dreamt that will happen again. Really hope its not a dream.
Different people have different perceptions of things in life. For me, I believe that friendship blossom b/w guy and girl, really do exist. Partnership does not have to step in to hold each other down with committments. What matter most is to have them to be by you to share to good and bad, provided if you are willing to let them know first hand and not wait for them to guess or ask. This is my perception. If you ever read this, I will show you this friendship, if you open...
idiot *
4:52 PM
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Friday, October 28, 2005
Supposely a fun day off, becomin an unexpected situational problem. Things always seems to turn out bad. But then I suppose it also marks the end throughly for this chapter of my walk in life then.
Flippin to a new chapter and leavin behind the trails of memories, lockin it within the chapter only to be remembered. True enough changes will step in, but hopefully, no sooner than it is, the days where everythin was still green and fresh will live again once more.
It has been a chapter with full of ups and downs, too many too many that one should give serious thoughts to the problems which repeats again and again. Once realise, dont hesitate no more or otherwise bring in only more hurt at the end.
Now, the chapter ends with a pinch of understandin, the next chapter of life will begin to pen down new memories, leaving behind new trails behind those footsteps. God Bless..
idiot *
6:18 PM
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Wondering whats goin on this few days. Never know the exact thoughts though. Readin the entries, I feel a twing of weirdness about the stories I never heard before, wondering who are the characters.
Arguements are on the high and attitudes are on the run, dont like a single bit of it. Uncertainty always rub in with a sense of insecurity lingering on. Trust doesnt seems to build on. Is the situation really so bad? The feel of fear in doin even the most minor things rub in because of the unexpected reactions outburst there might be. Dont ask why assumption is made, cause the assumptions are true. No replies were given, know how it feels like to be waiting and waiting for nothing? But happiness always rule out every single bad incidents, never once failed. Isnt it so?
Hoildays will end in a week's time. So soon, feel like I havnt gotten the best of it yet, but yet mayb school days are better off than break time. Adequate time will be available then..
idiot *
7:00 PM
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Friday, October 21, 2005
In the blink of the eye, it seems that the month of October is flyin by like a shootin star & once again, a new term will start. Gosh! Really wish the holiday can last longer, havnt gotten the best of it yet! Oh yes, results was release yesterday. Suppose this is the one of the worse result I ever got! So many Cs in it.
HRM & PTH --> B
ECM & FMA --> C
UCCD, PSCM & RWPS --> C+
Really make me wonder, how near was all my C+ grades to have gotten a B instead. Arh, but whats the point when the fact will not change. Better work harder this comin Semster!
Was working for Gourmet Cellar function yesterday. Kinda boring at first cause nothin to do other than to serve drinks. But no sooner after the function started, my boredom took for a change to the down side. Because, I got elbowed by a guest who asked from me for white wine. Of course the wine glasses on my tray toppled, spillin the red wine onto my white blouse. Yet I failed to save the wine glasses. One smashed onto the ground. This is my second time with this sort of accident. Hate it! Really super wet blanket! Nevermind lox, I have to work in Jean's polo t cause got no other spare clothin le. Really outstanding lah, like the "dishwasher"...
Funny part comes in.. the guest, which "bumped" me, was explaining to another staff about what happened, he wanted her to apologise to me. Then, he was doin a demo to her how it was, and he actually toppled her traY as well, of course, she got red wine all over her blouse as well. Damn good rite? Bravo!! I take my hats off the guest. But I enjoyed the closing, got to do real work..haha. BUT, they threw away all the food, all of it! Including the CHEESECAKES!!! argH!
idiot *
5:29 PM
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Biyu and gang starts school today... Now Wine Connection has less staffs working or mayb to say short of staffs? Byrick looks so tired, with the bloom of the store, more work is to be done, changes all the time for improvement. :) Peh Peh, if u read my blog, get more rest yah? & dun hide and sleep on the floor lah..so dirty and hard!!! Hopefully more staffs can work soon...
Sometimes all I really wish is that I can split myself to two, then only can I really satisfy both ends of the job? I am so lost at times, lost at how I should be goin about to do my things. Unwanted agruements arising in the midst of it which I really hate, yet unavoidable. But then no matter how bad is the situation, I am still delighted to be workin with the people I met in life, who brought about joy to my little quiet life. Either way, I am happy whether is it at BluE GinGer or Wine Connection cause I noe I am safe there and I am happy with my work. No complaints...
Startin to feel the sore from work, so I am giving myself time-out. Havin time to relax and meet up with my frenz. But then the holiday is so short. In a flip of the book, my break only left with 2 more weeks..1 week plus more, to be exact...and it will be time for lessons again. Arh, once again a year fly by so quick and silently. All I see for, is a "everyday sunday" life... possible?
idiot *
4:45 PM
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Long long days, draggy nights...
Hoilday this time round feels borin..Yes, workin. Workin non-stop since my holiday started. Yah, I am tired but I enjoy it, being surrounded by my most treasure frenz, the most wonderful feeling one can get. Just that the twitch of itchness without those fun little nightlife I had few months back. Maybe cause I am still too young to join in??? Dunno.
Gonna be bored this week.. schedule not fully booked then guess I will have to try to find my own self activity le...but all I have in mind is one place I like to be at. The one I always go to... Haiz..but how to? Someone out there is very tired after so many days of work without break, yes I noe, I understand. But at least can have a reply? Always felt like talkin to air, so non-existance type. Looks like wont be meetin up much either this week. I dunno what is it, I never know if I did anythin wrong or even when... am I that bad all the while???
idiot *
5:36 PM
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Sunday, October 02, 2005
Friendship and love, just a thin border differentiating them. A matter of how one is goin to perceive it. Friendship can bond to love sometimes, but love breaks friendship forever.
To you. I cant believe it myself that to be back on the first day after so long became my last, was lookin so forward to it then anything else. I never want to leave nor do anythin upsettin things but somehow things just keep revolving round the problem. You know it, that your temper always got the better of you even though you dont mean it. But I too have feelings yet to go through all. I am not complainin but I wan to let you know, I get hurt. The things we did, you took it in your thinkin while I stood by mine, leading to worser terms. I dont blame you for blamin me cuz I didnt open it up but is it all mine fault only? I keep by my promise, single will be what I am. Countin down to the day you realise whats not meant to be and let the glow of the friendship warmth in us again. Till then, I will wait, waiting patiently..
idiot *
6:02 PM
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