Thursday, September 29, 2005
Cant believe it! Just 2 more days and one more paper to go! Cant wait for time to really fly by now...haha. But then the papers arent that easy goin, not much confidence in fact that I will manage it well. Even so, still its time to relax yah? Whatever it is, I gave what I could and I tried, maybe not my very best effort, but hey, I did put in effort and work hard on it too. Determined to do well but lets put it so that, "I am not talented!" :)
Life is short, you never know who you will come across in your path one day. It might be a stranger, an acquaintance or maybe your lifetime partner, worse come to worse--death. Nobody can confirm what lies ahead for their future. We can always set goals to achieve, but then, there might be obstacles, maybe even failure. Just a matter of standing up and try again. Easier said then done, of course! But if thats what everyone thinks, then when will there be success? When will one see the light at the end of the tunnel then? You can try a lifetime, wait a lifetime, hold on for eternity, but will it be worth it in the end? or is it just a waste of time? So many questions, but no answers. So frastrating! But this is call Life isnt it? Full of questions but never to get the right answers. I can wait, so can you. Come to think of it, will I ever see the light I long to see in the end then? *God Bless*idiot *
7:47 AM
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Friday, September 23, 2005
I was Born to Love you-- Queen
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day...
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life
You are the one for me
I am the man for you
You were made for me
you're my ecstasy
If I was give every opportunity
I'd kill for your love
So take a chance with me
Let me romance with you
I'm caught in a dream
And my dream's come true
It's so hard to believe
This is happening to me
An amazing feeling
Comin' through -
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life
I wanna love youI love
every little thing about you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Yes I was born to love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Every single day - of my life
An amazing feeling
Comin' through
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life
Yes I was born to love you
Every single day of my life
Go, I love you babe
Yes, I was born to love you
I wanna love you , love you, love you
I wanna love you
I get so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
Yeah, I want to love you
Yeah, give it to me
idiot *
5:46 AM
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Sunday, September 18, 2005
I'm sick. But no medication...only iron tablets at the most. Unless drinkin blood can give me more blood? What a joke! This totally sucks, why at this period of time am I experiencing this. So hard to study now. No one can help me either. Blame it on myself, why am I such a weak and troublesome fool??!
idiot *
8:41 AM
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
"Simple" is its name
Asking for nothing more than given
Accepting without questions
Giving what's requested
Leading my Simple life
The road,
Might be smooth
Might be tough
Whatever is it,
I accept the challenge
For all I ask is to be Simple
To lead the life I want.
Cant think no more
Teach me to be myself
Teach me the meanin of life
One to many
I am tired
I am afraid
What's simple? What's life?
Who gives a damn?
Maybe, maybe,
I do...
*dun worry, I am fine..jux a little nuts I guess. Ha
idiot *
7:19 AM
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
Though sittin right at the first row, but overall the show's good and had a good laugh! Haha... As usual, of course with Mr PenGuiN we watch :)
Brings back the happy memories through, those happy and carefree life of my old school days.
How i wish to re-live it certainly, with the big family filled with so much warmth and laughter. The spirit lost in transition, the bond lingering in the air.
Back to reality then, school certainly is less stressful but the other type of stress definitely suppressin on. That's of course exam stress. What else?! Can't wait for this month to pass quickly... :)
idiot *
11:43 AM
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005
---Is it really just the monday blues I am experiencing or am I facing the harsh reality again?---Please not be ignorance of my presencePlease forgive me for my insensitivenessPlease understand...*Feelin heLL*
idiot *
10:07 AM
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Monday, September 05, 2005
Had abit of fun last nite. Went over to BG at abt 9 plus and I made brownies while Mr PenGuIn made cheesecake. Hadnt got a taste of the cheesecake yet. Wonder if it is still in the freezer (might be frozen by now!). Nothing much after that except to sit down and hear the penguinz conversation, viewin nyoman, howie and reena playin "chongkat" and joinin in later. teachin dan the game as well. :) Left abt 4 plus home with reena and howie but got stuck outside in the end cause my parents only expect me home like later in the mornin? So got lock out from within lah! Haha.
Dont know whats wrong? One nite tummy ache like hell and the nt nite gastric give me problem till now... :( . No appetite for anythin, haiz.
To Mr pEngUin:
Let there be happiness showering over u
Everyday, every minute, every second. Workin be a bliss for uAnd enjoy every moment of ur life.
idiot *
3:08 AM
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Saturday, September 03, 2005
gOsH!!! watched it at last! The long await, the suspense no longer contained!! :) No lah!!! I very extreme...haha. Caught Herbie this afternoon with Mr Moronic pEngUin..haha. Enjoyed the show man, its great cuz Lindsay starring in it... :D
So many more to catch yah? The Brother Grim, The Longest Yard, King Kong, Harry Potter etc!!! haha...Cant wait! Really lookin forward to tml nite :)
idiot *
12:01 PM
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Friday, September 02, 2005
A new month, new happenings always appearing around the corners. Lookin forward to this weekend :) a night of fun that I yearn to live in once again! Cant wait for another day to pass rite now..Haha!
Had a great time yesterday. Though didnt go back to my sec sch in the end but the events after school was great! When to catch "Must Love Dogs" a movie featurin a divorcee in search for her Mr Right once more...hmm... where's mine??!! haha..wat a joke! I need no Mr Right rite any moment now cause I have wat's the greatest I can have now. And I truely have no grudges no more anytime now :D
Heex..let's catch "Herbie" next, then "The Longest Yard" and all the rest of the interestin movies!!
Time to plan my Study Timetable again...Cant wait for another month to pass! Till then, let's aLL work hard and may God Bless :)
idiot *
9:57 AM
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