Friday, November 17, 2006
Rottens days, lousy luck. When one thing goes in your way, everythings follow suit.
"Dont think too much le, move on bah."
Thats was my final answer given, what shall I do?
Things seems to have gotten better as compared to the past few months,
my cold cold heart was shaken,
I stood strong once more
but to be beaten down straight to the ground.
Cant stand up on my own, too tired.
Everything tried seems worthless.
Advices, questions, doubts.
Move on, move on, move on.
Why are you still here?
Lost, darkness, blinded.
Always thought of a miracle.
But it never exist.
Rotten luck carries on, crack the screen of my handphone, what the fcuk...
idiot *
12:34 AM
0 braindead
Monday, November 13, 2006
Went to Marina Square k-box again last night. This time only had Joanne, Sky, Xing Ye and me. Was his last day working at Seasons, will be entering the police academy on Tuesday. Bought some cakes from Bakers Inn down for him and everyone to share. Was shivering there cause didnt bring my jacket along as k-box was not expected. But still got a wind breaker in the end haha, and made to sing with the mike. Really cannot make it de lox, totally like phobia, no sound will come out. Nevertheless still enjoyed myself, hearing everyone singing. Went off early cause this morning still got attachment, got escort down all the way to cab. Haha :D. Wonder when is the next time gathering again, be it singing or drinking, got u best, but everyone big family gathering is also great!6 months ago I asked a question, but I got smth negative Now I earned to ask once more
But held back as I feel its the same still.
Nearly a year, how I wish I know what is your thoughts exactly.
idiot *
8:40 PM
0 braindead
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Joined Letty and Joanne together with the Seasons Reasons crew for a celebration night out last night. Part celebration for Shun De early birthday as well as Xing Ye farewell. Wont be able to work with him anymore, going to the police force. Well not exactly his wish of sign on, but close enough.
Was at Marina Square K-Box, hearing them sing, as usual I dont exactly sing, just sing along without a mike :) Had a great time there, listening to them singing while analysing.
kelvin sings like a 40 yr old uncle.
Shun de sings well, but then actions as though he is having cramps!
Jia En likes to stand up high singing, but gek till very jialet too!!
Joanne's vocal is steady and strong.
The Pig, no words to describe, seems as though I cant hear enough of it :p
Thought everything's over, but still a little confuse, my heart just skips a beat everytime I see you. Why??? Nearly a year of waiting, pickin the courage to voice my heart out, but futile.
Living in confusion...
idiot *
5:59 PM
0 braindead
Friday, November 03, 2006
Happened to go by this from a blog, personality test about me. Quite true though... Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
idiot *
4:34 PM
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When down to Blue Ginger after work last night to look for Elaine to have our craze night out.
Met Dan and Alan at the restaurant, both of them were like "dont get drunk arh!"--> by Alan.
"Call me if anything. BUT if I answer lah."--> by Dan.
To Dan: no point for that comment if you wont answer the call ya? Haha, but I know everyone is concerned :)
Even sms also got "call me if anything, cant fly down but will rush down"--> by JJ. Seems like 3 big guys looking over me for my one night outing!!!
Haha, but of course will take care of myself and also Elaine, anyway Kenneth was with us (our bodyguard?), went to Dbl O last night. Had a hell of a time dancing from the start to their closing. Legs still aching man :) Entrance was free (Ladies night), drinks was cheap, music was great! What more can I ask for??? Always the same issue, I really feel like continue studying, maybe its a way of extending my path out to the society and more enjoyment time, but then I really still feel like studying to obtain a degree... Tired of listening to my parents telling me not to study, so hurt.
idiot *
4:02 PM
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