Monday, April 24, 2006
Sometimes, coming to know of a truth hurts, even though its a past.
Why dont I ever trust my senses and let my chances fly by?
Why am I afraid? Afraid to hear what I do not wish to hear?
Met Jean Jean this evening at Coffee Bean, had a good talk with her and discovered some things which made me feel like killin myself on the spot right away. How come will turn out this manner? Made me really wonder what happened if I had just made myself clearer then, maybe things wouldnt have been like what it is now. Have I really made the wrong move from the beginning? Things was so much smoother then, communication hadnt broken down, sharing craps and jokes, but then suddenly everything came to a stop, leaving me dangling in mid way. Is it all too late now? How I wish I have a answer....
idiot * 11:20 PM 0 braindead
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Three days has passed, which means I had 3 days of school. Not really that bad for a start, at least I am not falling asleep at practically every lesson. Only a sleep at the introduction of oir new modules :) I got listen to my lectures worx. Haha... Feel that this semster's subject quite tough, mostly are those dry and boring modules, really have to keep myself from falling asleep! Last year le, so got to bucked up! Went over to Sengkang last night to attend alan's dad funeral wake with the rest of the BG guys and today really almost late for school!! But I'm gald that Alan's fine and alright, only thing is tired.. You cant get any "skinny-er" lox, cause ya already got no fats to lose le :P Dont kill me if you saw this sentence. Really, take good care of yourself and your mum too, may God Bless You always :)
idiot * 11:17 PM 0 braindead
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Where's Wenxu???!!!
That's us, at sentosa...
And us again at Sakae Sushi!!!
idiot * 1:19 AM 0 braindead
Friday, April 14, 2006
So, here it is at curious underground that I break down in front of everyone. I'm so sorry guys if I spoiled the night.
idiot * 3:37 AM 0 braindead
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Just caught "Inside Man" with Byrick after work, home now of course. The show's great man! The way people's mind work sometimes really is a wonder, the show's great, the people is great and of course the company is great!!! And of course the best part was on the road! hahaha, at last I get to sit Byrick's bike like after 3 years? :)
idiot * 3:15 AM 0 braindead
Sunday, April 09, 2006
What is friendship? Someone who...
Is there for you no matter what shit falls,
Understands you like the back of their palm,
Wont walk out on you when you needed them most,
You sound like its always my fault. After nearly 6 years, dont tell me you dont understand my character. Attention? You think I am an attention-seeker yah? What attention do I get in the first place. I am at fault, but arent you at any fault in any way? Hearing different ends of a story, I really dont know which side is true. I am not sure about your side now, but you want to know how I feel? My heart aches, for one month, I can basically only numb myself with work, work and work. You? You have the same bunch of buddies, going out, spending time together... Do you know how it feels to be left out always? Apparently not.
"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Walk beside me and be my friend." - Albert Camus
idiot * 11:51 PM 0 braindead
Monday, April 03, 2006
Hmm, think I have really reached my limit to my body. Overtiring it to the extent of my health problem aka my heart problem. Working non-stop and even having full activities on my off days, what a great way to kill off myself man. But then I am still enjoying myself in the midst of it I must say. Grown attached to Select. Abit reluctant to leave it but too far for me to continue working. -_-...
Celebrated Fish Bdae last saturday, had a great time man! When for dinner and then to Wine Hut for drink. Finished practically half a bottle of the red sparkling!
Oh yah, gotten my results, not that fantastic, but I am still happy... :)
B-Law>>>A
QANL>>>B
FM>>>C
TTP>>>C+
MR>>>D+
PC>>>A
KYTB>>>AD
idiot * 12:30 AM 0 braindead
