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Rants of Everyday Life
.happiness.saddness.anger.loneliness.bitterness.
Sunday, February 26, 2006



Didnt really want to blog for the month le, but what happened yesterday during OC at the private house got to make a note. Never been so "xia-sui" infront of guest before!
Firstly the weather seems to be playing a trick on us, everything set up, jux before it started, the rain came, which only lasted like less than even 5 minutes... but we had shifted all the tables and chairs to shelter. After which we shifted it out again, which then in the end during the party, it drizzle a little again and stopped. Of course we moved the tables in.
Coming to the most exciting part of the OC, serving the room inside--> holding a jug of lemonade --> going to serve the guest--> wooden floor--> bare footed--> but still slippery... so make a guess what happened?? Butt not pain lah, spilled a few drops, 8 guests showing their concerns. Duh, of course I am fine! Just feel myself burning red--aRgH! Never had I had such accident! shucks!!! Everything ended not bad, went over with pascal first in cab with loads of stuffs, leaving xing ye to wait for the truck and join us at Botanic later.
Next "funny" part. The cab didnt sent us all the way up caused it would be inconvenient for him to come down later, so we unload and had to carry the stuffs up. Reena had Jin Guang to come down help us. But the guest first offered to help us drive the things up. Well, accepted! Got reject at first, but they insist. HA! But really heavy, especially the catering box filled with plates lox and it was placed on the guest lap, caused boot no place. -.-". Half way up hill saw Jin Guang, gave him the water goblet racks. Then ran up hill to help the guest who helped us. But then, I no strength, cannot take it down also. In the end is guest help again... Helped out a little then left with jean and mun kiat, caused cant come home late...haaz...

idiot * 10:45 AM 0 braindead
Friday, February 24, 2006






Unable to concetrate for the afternoon paper later. Just cant get rid of this nagging feelin in me. Whats that feeling?
It feels like regret.
Why the hell did I choose to leave the team 2 years ago for the sake of work, why couldnt I endure a little while more, forget the unhappy part and continue to stay?
Thats so foolish of me. Here now 2 years later, I regret. Regret giving up this chapter in my life, choosing to end it without an ending. Yah, I know that I can still play a game or two once in a while, but what I miss is the feeling of the team, the joy and hardship that all of us go through together. Though I know that our dream team is long gone, the spirit too, still I dream of it once in a while. How I miss the feel of it.. Yes I know I have some health problems, but I did endure through it for 4 years, why not a few more years down the road?
Ah, I missed you guys...

idiot * 1:01 AM 0 braindead
Monday, February 20, 2006



Created in Boredom...

idiot * 9:02 PM 0 braindead
Saturday, February 18, 2006



OmG!!! I am so in pain! What the hell, bottom left wisdom tooth got infection, just now was like searching for dental clinic, which practically all was either closing, closed or appointment full. At least got one at Ghim Moh. The Doc did advise that he can give me pain killlers to stop the pain first, then after my exam then see how, but like that might as well remove it le, then no need make another appointment and go back.
Surgery was fine, nothing much. But then the after effect of the anethesistic wore off was hell man. The next thing after I woke up from my nap was to cry. Damn painful! Mummy gave me ice pack, helped a little. Then got very hungry but i cant eat anything, in the end I started swallowing the fried fish my Mum cooked. Yes I know I dont eat fish, but today jux dunno why! haha. Oh god, please dont let the other wisdom tooth give me problem, one is enough!

idiot * 8:27 PM 0 braindead
Tuesday, February 14, 2006



It's that time of the year again where prices of flowers stalk high and restaurants having full bookings for reservations for 2. Yup, its 14 Feburary. Sometimes I just wonder, why is it on the 14 of Feburary? Why not other day? But then, it doesnt really matter to me, cause its jux like any other normal day anyway.
Thinking back of my past, I dont consider myself to have really celebrated v'dae before. Had been played a tricked on by my friends back in Sec 2, where they placed a blow-up plastic balloon lip in my bag and said it was some guy who placed it there. Nearly got fooled by them, but in the end the truth leaked out. Haha.
Well I had 2 so called v'dae but it really like any other day back then for my first v'dae, nothing at all. As for the second, I guess its much worse, didnt had any gift or flowers because he thinks its so common to do so on that day. It was like duh??!! -.-" nvm... So, no memories of such day to think of it as a special day.
Just like a normal day, the time will tick away, and the day will pass. So what's so special about this day?

idiot * 12:51 AM 0 braindead
Saturday, February 11, 2006



Awww... How I wish I could have stayed last night at the Changi Chalet! I know they want me to study hard for my up coming exams, but I still can have some break one right? I am not those nerd who will study 24/7 type, but i know jolly well I aint the A grade type either. But a gathering with friends for a night wont kill me either...
Shucks! When will my time come like any other normal 19 yr old gal? Hello??? I am old enough to know from whats right and whats wrong, all I was asking for was a little free time off home, off books, to be with my peps and have some laughters!
What was the end result? Nothing of it came happy, didnt even get to eat except for a crabstick, stomach empty but filled with saddness...
You tell me the chalet would be till this sunday, free to come by anytime. How I wish I could, but its like so impossible.
How I wish time faster fly by, faster let this "imprisionment" period pass...

idiot * 5:11 PM 0 braindead
Monday, February 06, 2006



Feeling poetic, so dont mind me...
Love is sweet
Love is bitter
Love can be spicy
Love can be bland
Which ever way U want it to be...
Being loved is like drowning in chocolate,
Loving someone is like chasing after the bus.
In life you meet Four people,
First is You, yourself
Second is the one you love
Third is the one who love you
Fourth is the One U love & the one who love U.
Loving someone doesnt mean expressing it out.
Giving your love doesnt require it to be returned.
One doesnt have to show everything out,
As long as it is known within.
Waiting is the test of patience.

idiot * 9:23 PM 0 braindead
Wednesday, February 01, 2006



After CNY le, start of the school again after a short "break". Didnt do anything much though except to follow around to relatives house for visit which you only get to see them once a year during this festive season? Ha. So lame lox. Not bad, this year's red packet quite alot... more than the last few years. T-hee :P
Yesterday CNY third day, still holiday, didnt go visiting, but also never stay at home to study. Went to help Letty, its been awhile since the last one le. Got Letty, Shi Hao, Nicky, Jin Guang, Xing Ye and me lox... heh heh, so fun. Although abit "shiong" but I still enjoyed myself. The house was so damn huge! & the golden retriever was so cute so friendly!!!
Got my belated birthday gift from the pig. Still can remember that I said my favourite movie is Beauty & the Beast worx, so happy! Well, hoped you also liked what I placed in your bag, though I know you dont visit my blog, but still thank you...

idiot * 4:13 PM 0 braindead




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