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Rants of Everyday Life
.happiness.saddness.anger.loneliness.bitterness.
Friday, March 30, 2007



Enjoyment here I come!
In 3 hours, I shall be at Sentosa Chalet!
Whole 3 days & 2 nights of fun and enjoyment. Leaving behind all my "unhappyness", just relax and enjoy life :)
Continual, will be my trip to Korea with my sis!
Another whole 8 days of great entertainment! New exposure, new sights, new experience!
Nearly 2 weeks of relaxation, free from work, free from troubles just living in a world of my own. Just the thing I needed.
So till then... Ciao!

idiot * 11:55 AM 0 braindead
Tuesday, March 27, 2007



Happy Birthday Fish!!!
About Fishy, I have known her for 7 years now and still counting. My first buddy in school. Not for her, maybe I wont have joined in Basketball back in my Secondary School. Then none of these stories in my life would have exist!
Hahaha, FISHY would you be touched reading this entry?
Its for YOU man!
A special friend of mine, of course not forgetting Clara & Kendy.
Dated back at Sistina, we worked toegther all the way till Tasting Notes. Love the way we team in our work, no need to say much cause I know you know.
Fishy Fishy Fishy...
Happy Fish Day!

idiot * 12:57 AM 0 braindead
Thursday, March 15, 2007



Seasons is coming to an end for me at the end of the month. After nearly a year of fun and laughter, cant bear to but still I will be leaving.
Tasting Notes too have come to a pause for me. Reason being, my family.
Is this some kind of fate or concidental that both jobs come and go at the same time?
How I wish my parents can be more reasonable. more willing to talk things out and not always see things on one side and think whatever it is, its always the best for me.
Maybe that is true, but cant they just see for themselves I am growing up, where is my freedom of will?
Dont know if I have made a wrong choice, but I dont want to leave this industry.
Agreed to work at Wine Hut. They have hired me too.
Have I made a wrong move, that might cost me in this family?

idiot * 1:00 AM 0 braindead
Friday, March 09, 2007



Just returned from SB Prom Night at Grand Copthorne Hotel. Not a bad place, but the food was still acceptable only with the price we had paid.
The feeling of seeing everyone was great! Had a tingy feeling I didnt want to graduate, that everyone, all of us could remain as we are and be together studying, making nonsense. But of course I know thats not possible...
Had quite alot of fun, taking photos (not knowing if we will have the change still mah), fooling around and the best was at MOS! Clubbing together, first time for me though with my classmates as a whole. Dancing the night away and making merry within the whole gang.
Such memories to be carried along the way, forgetting all my worries and troubles, just drowning myself in happiness.
I like that.
Shall up load the photos soon!

idiot * 4:09 AM 0 braindead
Tuesday, March 06, 2007



You guys dont even understand me. I am your daughter but you dont even trust what I do!
I have to follow suit all the way, cant you all understand what I want?
Its always no to this no to that.
Firstly goingto uni you didnt want me study.
Next after allowing me to continue, you wanted me to take a course I dont even have interest in. But I like studying tourism related courses. Yah, I did sign up for it at last.
Everything, I have to go through so much persuasion to get it.
Why?
Now you have problems with my jobs.
I come home too late, thats it.
Havnt you come to realise I aint like your big daughter? I love my jobs, I love the odd hours. I aint that young and ignorant! I can differentiate whats right and wrong, if telling you certain things that happened to me at work has such wrongful thinking implied on your thinking, I choose not to tell anymore things to this family.
Nothing is happy for me here, I want to leave at times...
Its so wrongful of you, accusing my friends, insulting my work, not trusting my work ethics.
Hatred.

idiot * 10:48 AM 0 braindead
Friday, March 02, 2007



Had some talks here and there.
Falling into deep thoughts.
Really I am wondering, am I abnormal?
Here there are guys out there for me, yet I am hardly moved. Maybe at times yes, but soon it just fades. Telling myself being single is what I want. Is that really true? Or is that just an excuse for myself?
Just thinking of you I guess.
No reasons, No lies.
Coming to bedok interchange once more that night, wondering alone to the bus, I passed by the spot we first met. Still could remember, we saw each other yet unsure is it you, I am suppose to meet up. You in your black druff bag, wearing your basketball attire...
Talking to Joanne, describing the guy of my dreams:
*Tall
*Strong
*Tanned
She told me, aint I just describing a certain someone?
Please kill me,
Kill me for going after something so impossible, so far out of reach.

idiot * 1:01 PM 0 braindead




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