.happiness.saddness.anger.loneliness.bitterness.

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

heex...now in class, first day 2nd yr...goin to start lesson le...heex...so sleepy now... tat day after byrick bdae till now havnt got back enough slp sia...heex... sat nite after work didnt went home...stayed over at BG lox. sat there n tok lox...through the whole nite till 4 plus mornin when jean papa came to sent us home...me n howie. i 5am slp but 7am wake up le..cuz back pain. injured it again le...ok le n injured it again...haiz...but enjoyed myself lox. abt 9 plus went out le lox...go BG to meet alan they all n went to harbour front to meet the rest...go sentosa the sky dark dark le...then it did rain lah...haha. me n nora keep swimmin. then also got play soccer, volleyball...heex... very enjoyable lox. then 5 plus left le...went to marina bay to eat steamboat lox...ate till 9 plus then they go play pool. me n jean went play abit arcade also. then i also got play pool lah...got win worx...haha...then jean papa came to sent us(me n howie) home again...heex...a few times le worx...haha. thank u jean papa!!! haha.

idiot * 3:18 AM 0 braindead

Sunday, May 29, 2005

yesterday activity not bad lox...met jean for lunch le then went back BG to wrap byrick present lox...then work lox. work not bad lah...business still alrite lox. heex..only alan siao siao one...near the end of work or rather constantly keep usin plastic bag as hat, apron at cape. then behind counter keep makin everyone laugh lox. haha. cuz dunno y alot pple hungry leh. so started makin dessert eat lox. then howie made for me my favourite. haha...gula melaka! after work i no eat then went off to meet byrick they all le lox. jux board the bus only jaz called me n say they change venue to cineleisure. i dunno y but sian diao lox. then yuan qi was there to acc me lox. so we got down at harbour front n took mrt down. stopped at sommerset mrt. i want to wait bus wif him but he wan walk me there. in the end we cuz of tis not happy again le. i show my attitude again le lox. but all i wanted waS to wait bus with him n see him off.... but...haiz. i am sorry... but my attitude sux tis few days... i also dunno wat i stressin abt also. haiz. then went meet byrick they all...able to b happy went wif them. watch MonSter-in-lAw lox. so funny. then went ended we chatted till 5 before they all went off. left me n biyu we sat at outside long john silver tok lox. she told me of my current attitude n everything...how i changed over the holiday. i myself not really like it as well...but i dunno how to express n tell her exactly how i feel. i dunno how to tell anyone. its juz the feelin in me. i wan to say but i dunno how to say either. haiz. i tink i almost goin down to my self isolation mood le. no need anyone but myself to go n do soul searchin before i re-surface...can can??? haiz. bang wall bah.....

father, i feel lose n stress over things i dun even seem to noe wat issiz abt. father, plz show me some guidance? guide me to the light i mux see....

idiot * 7:33 AM 0 braindead

Saturday, May 28, 2005

happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u~~~ happy birthday tO bYriCk, happY birThdaY to u!!! heex...god bless u n have a wonderful wonderful bdae worx... heex. tonite after work goin to holland to meet byrick n the rest of the sistina gang for a simple bdae celebration at crystal jade bah...heex. then i tink will jux hang out there then see how lox...
hmmm...yesterday work so fun!!! haha...lunch time busy worx...break eat le tired so went to third floor to slp. haha...all the split shift one all slp there. me, haikru, alan n howie. only cheah slept 2nd floor. then by the time i wake uo only left me n howie there slp le...dunno how to wake him up so call him on the hp...haha. then went to waffle shop have a waffle before start work lox. heex...first time alan let me work on third floor. got a small function lox. then i work together wif howie n cheah. very fun n simple lah. jux serve food n drink only lox. after function went down to first floor to help till close. then we had a woderful spread...haha... got lots of food. so good last nite no need go home myself cuz jean papa drive taxi come fetch her home. so on the way sent me n howie home as well. thank u da jie tou!!! haha. later meetin her for lunch at clementi as well...heex.

idiot * 1:45 AM 0 braindead

Thursday, May 26, 2005

hmm....monday went sentosa with jennifer. go suntan lox..then jux lie there n chat. sun not bad worx...i got abit burn on my face le...best part is cuz i faced my right n tok to her then in the end the left side of my face exposed longer got more burned...dot dot dot...haha... then after sentosa i met dear n when to eat ice cream...heex...cuz tired so go home after tat lox.
yesterday work also borin lox...lunch ok lah...then dinner more borin cuz very little pple de. then cheah sent me n shi kai up to clean out the fridges lox. but alan asked us to help him with the third floor first to stock up for tml function....bored bored bored.. i so clusmy...whole day keep bangin to pple. haha...lunch time bang into haikru then dinner shi kai, trip on nyoman...diaoz wan...haha...then sian lah...good thing byrick bdae thing settle le bah. later goin to buy his present. heex.

idiot * 2:48 AM 0 braindead

Monday, May 23, 2005

peng sang...body so pain...friday went for the weddin caterin at botanic garden so fuN!!! but also very tirin worx..haha. mornin went to BG to gather then set off to botanic garden by taxi. reach there we started to set up the tables, put the overlays, cultery everything lox...very shiong lox...within hour everyone all sweatin alot le...then we practically do all the way...before guest started comin i faster go bathe le...then all started come le we started service lox...first before they sit we serve them platter lox...i serve the duck wrap then kew pie tee. serve quite alot sia then the guests also started jokin with me haha...so fun. then service lox..serve food, top up drinks all these...then at the end clear up the whole place..sweat again..haha. then abt 12 plus comin 1 then all set n ready to head back lox. reach BG at abt 1 plus bah..first thing was to eat. wahaha...then go bathe. then alan make volka sprite for me lox...but i full so not really frink until behind. cuz they all smoke so i sit alone at stairs then jia jie go upstairs wan slp i follow then keep caojole lox..haha...then jonathan came up n pull jia jie down also. i jump on jj back then he piggy back me down...haha. then alan ask me where is my drink then take give me say i wastin all ice water le...then go add more volka. became stronger lox. then i take drink go up stairs again with jj cuz i cant drink le...then we play lox...jean n another came up also. they tok we play..haha. then dan n howie came up woth their cigarettes. smelly lox..i push them out n went down with them. then tis time dan make drink for me. very very strong wan...after like i tink 5 plus bah they peng le lox. i also almost peng liao. slept down stair. then become howie have to take care of me give me water, tea to drink. haha...make him cant slp at all...then mornin 9 he woke me up sent me home. come hm straight i peng liao. slept till time to go work again. today suppose go big walk but i still too tired so in the end no go. eunice also...haha... sorry sorry wenxu!!! heex.

idiot * 6:01 AM 0 braindead

Saturday, May 21, 2005

heex...today is me n dear dear 2nd mth le...heex... but cant celebrate together today cuz i got caterin to do leh...wedding caterin at botanic garden there....very big event, got over 200 plus pple wan... heex...so excited sia...have to reach BG at 11:30 later then go over to botanic to do set up then i tink abt near evenin time then start ....all the way till midnite past then can go back BG lox...after which back at BG then we celebrate nora bdae...heex... so fun...
yesterday work very borin....busy still ok can handle....so in the end very sian lox... alan mood not good cuz of the caterin thing then stress so we no tok at all... not so used to it cuz he usually keep makin me at work de...so yesterday very diff lox..in the end i also mood affected cuz i keeo thinkin issiz my fault did i do smth wrong at work??? my habit jux cant change...haiz... when see pple not happy i always tink is my fault...y??? huh!!! comin to tink of it, actually both byrick n alan can see some similarity leh...in life they seemed to go through the same thing n both of them r very good managers, they treat their staffs as their own, have the respect they should rightfully have from staffs. i am so happy tat in both places tat i work tat i met such good managers tat i am able to learn from them. :)

idiot * 12:54 AM 0 braindead

Friday, May 20, 2005

huh...last nite work like a stoner like tat...haha.... cuz too tired le... but good thing not busy leh...so overall ok lox...end early also...the only thing was the idiotic cockroach... saw table 10 the customer keep lookin at the female chair below...then i go see, saw a cockroach there... then cuz everyone busy, i dun wan the customer affected so i go catch it myself...took the take away box to cap it...then try to catch it lox...as i catch i already scared till i want to cry le lox...then finally caught it tat time i ran all the way to the back with in...i buai tong liao...i really scared till my eyes all wet wet le....huh....sian diaoz... then jonathan saw me...i squat behind at kitchen there...then he also shocked diaox...gave me a glass of warm water n ask me go to the back to reat awhile.... huh...idiot wan...make myself so paiseh... then after work damn tired liao... eat finish come home... haha...slept all the way worx...from 12 plus till like 4 today...haha...so is abt 16 hours??? wahahaha

idiot * 7:43 AM 0 braindead

Thursday, May 19, 2005

jux got back from wenxu chalet...heex... went on monday mah...then we is tat nite bbq.. got wenxu, jia hao, salleh, kong chian, fang ting, eunice, me, fu ming, yuan qi dear, doreen, michelle... haha forgot le... anyway like tat lox...bbq then after nth to do so went to playground got me, yuan qi, eunice, fang ting, fu ming n jia hao. then we nth to so started playin police n thieves. so fun!!! we run around until really is sweatin lox...haha. then after wenxu the rest came, we all play lox...also got play blind mice...haha... very yaya wan.. fu ming fall down on his back, i also fell from the pole...dotz!!! then play chase me n fuming collide lox...we knee hit knee...pain sia!!! tired le the rest went back lox...then left me, yuan qi, eunice, fu ming....we went to the swimmin pool...go there play lox...abt 1am then went back....heex. bathe le nth to do so we watch tv play cards lox...then slp...but i cant slp..so in the end like 6 plus then slept...8 plus woke up le... then cuz rainin we stay inside play cards...then punishment is to do pumpin or sit up...huh...
after rain stop we walk to east coast there to rent bike lox...long way lox..walk like siao. then after rent cycle to 7-eleven to buy thing then go back...cuz rainin then road wet. goin to reach tat time i slip on my pedal then no balance fall down. now is right hip, hand, leg all injured!!! argh...pain sia!! go back wash up lox.then we order pizza..haha... really noe how to enjoy life horx... then after dinner...rest le, we go nite cycle lox...cycle all the way to changi village...its damn far...saw the most "chio bu" there lox...but really they r beautiful sia...haha. on the way back i so urgent i started to pia all the way back lox...haha... the cycle faster n faster to go back go toilet...huh! nth much tat nite lox..the cyclin exhausted everyone. so jux relax play cards, slp lox... mornin after return bike sit taxi home...cuz bu tong liao...haahaa... time to slp le!!! later still got to work dinner...ai yo....

idiot * 3:13 AM 0 braindead

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

haha....hair short short le....cuz cannot stand it le...so hot... then dun like to tie hair so i went to cut it le lox...abt shoulder length like tat lox...hmm...but dun really like it lah... somehow abit miss my the long hair...now cannot play with hair le...huh!!! nvm...wait for it to grow lox...wat can i do???!!! haha.... then yesterday at grandma house also dunno y, i bought a bible le...haha.. was at life bookstore then jux buy le...haha... startin to read my bible le.... heex...then mama yesterday also bought crab!!! yuMmY!! haha...me n sis ate alot alot of crab then i no eat rice jux crab...one egg n some veg. haha...

heex...later goin to chalet le...with eunice wenxu they all...yuan qi also got go worx...haha... very fun tis is the first time i go with them to chalet worx....haha....cuz all these years i only went with my bball one n rui hao theirs only...heex... dunno wat we goin to do there but hopefully is fun??!!! heex

idiot * 12:39 AM 0 braindead

Sunday, May 15, 2005

hmmm....these few days borin lox...nth to do de... yesterday mornin went runnin then play bball alone then went home....after met wenxu at sch to get my stuff done then come back holland lox...very tired sia... wenxu acc me to BG...slept on the way...so tired i slp until i dreamin...haha.. i tink if wenxu not there i wont have alighted at BG there le... haha.... huh...borin borin borin...nth to do.... heex...cant wait for nite...then can see lousy pok!!! haha...

idiot * 3:54 AM 0 braindead

Friday, May 13, 2005

zoo so fun!!! got touch animals also worx, at the animal land there...haha... was feedin the donkey n horse leaves from the ground lox...so cute.. kawaii!!! lets see....hmmm got see the monkey, pig (so fat), goat, sheep, tiger, lion...all the animals!!! haha... then got go the peguin house worx!!! so cute the peguin haha...then they like keep followin my hp lanyard lox...like its a fish to them so they keep followin n followin where ever i make it to...haha....but i nearly throw up also...cuz behind i suddenly smell the fishy smell n blood then my stomach turn lox...hate fish sia!!! then at the baboon there also very funny...fuming dunno do wat then agitated one of the big wan then it jump wat n shocked him...haha....good thing we is behing glass walls lox...then after got a few times it still wan lunch forward...haha...seein the monkey at work( pluck fleas ) really so human-like...haha. then we also got take photographs...then i use hp take until i low batt....haha. so fun!!! then cuz we like 4 plus come out le...so go KFC eat...then after went to sentosa lox... sit bus go...then very tired...me n dear always board bus le then will slp...haha. oink oink!!
at sentosa we first go the night walk there lox...so dark...i although "gain" to go, but i will scare...cuz i dun really like the dark...haha...so clutch on to dear...haha... then we go musical fountian watch kiki lox...heex...2nd time see. after go hm le cuz papa msg ask me go hm early... fun part was whole day fuming keep sayin me lox...then make me until i so idiot...so i keep wan to make him back...we two like keep fightin tat eunice have to pull FM n dear hav to hold me back...haha

come home at nite, eunice suddenly called me to say the postin out le... i was like OmG!!! so scared so excited!!! haha...faster went to check lox...then prayin all the way...mux get to tourism..not die...then, haha.... i got it!!! i got to tourism management le!!! woohoo~! then call hui yun...she also worx...jessica also...haha now is hopefull same class then fun le lox!!! haha....

idiot * 4:58 AM 0 braindead

Thursday, May 12, 2005

heex...few more minutes!!! then go to dear dear house there then take bus to cck to meet eunice n fu ming...we'r goin to the ZOO!!!! wahaha...i donkey years no go le...so excited!!! haha dunno there got wat changes also...peguin!!! i wan see peguin!!! haha...i wan see bear bear...i wan see monkey!!! haha...hmmm.... :D
last nite work busy worx...lunch ok lah...but i so tired once work over while waitin for the 3rd level guest to leave i lie on table then fall alseep le...haha... then ok lah after tat...dinner full house lox...1st n 2nd level...but still can handle lah...heex... then after work eat le i come home rest le lox...but then come hm also no slp early in the end le...haha. cuz receive msg from kenneth. he asked me Blue gingEr still wan hire mah lox...he n his fren kah lun wan to work...so i help them ask alan lox..then tml before i start work brin them for interview... the fun part is horx...kah lun is jia jie fren worx...haha then we chatted lox...long time no see no tok also le...haha...so we started to rubbish. LOL... then i say i goin zoo mah...then he also worx...haha say wan to go...sometime soon lox...haha...so qiao. hmm...
now go prepare for my fun day le...heex...

idiot * 12:47 AM 0 braindead

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

seh sia...been workin lunch n dinner few days in row le...tml also...then nite time cannot slp de....dotz sia.. haha today work damn shag....mornin wake up wanted go runnin in the end no have...then work lunch drop spoon infront of customer then serve wrong dish somemore...all same table...diaoz... actually wanted go mac eat cheeseburger with alan de but cuz got food so in the end eat in BG lox...then they went slp...i do up the rest of the stuffs then slp lox...tired but only manage to slp abit loz...woke up went upstairs...help alan wif computer...then together with stanley go opp to buy ice cream eat...come back time to start work le.. not very busy lox..still alrite.
hmm...wats the best tat brighten up my day from my tiredness is~~~~ dear poppin out at BG tonite to acc me home...heex...so happy lox.. cuz i tot he said wont come le cuz so late...but he came. i shocked at first cuz i tot how come got another table again so late...haha... see clearly then noe is lousy pok!!! haha...so happy happy happy...lalalala...

idiot * 4:28 PM 0 braindead

hmm...yesterday mothers' day workin shift...cuz of the rain so lunch time still alrite lah...tink pple who suppose to come change their minds lox...then clara n her mama came BG eat...heex...it was behind behind near the closin time. cuz jeaN also workin mah...haha...jean is clara elder sis. then i serve them lox...haha... after tat break tat time got no food to eat n everyone all went out de...so jean they all ask me go with them to bugis not wat i do at restaurant with the chef??? haha...so i go lox...there auntie go hair salon make hair...mothers' day gift..heex... then we walk walk walk until clara go thai express work..then me n jean go back BG work lox... hmmm...busy worx... full sia...but tis conditions then i will work until very happy...haha...i like crowds...can keep serving... then at nite after work ate yong tau hu...alan buy wan...haha... today is another day of work le...haha goin off now to work le...

idiot * 1:22 AM 0 braindead

Sunday, May 08, 2005

haha...jux woke up not long... came home at abt 5:30am tis mornin worx...was with sistina pple.. got ByRiCk, jAz, JoSepH, LyDiA, bIyu, pRapTi, gRacE & mE...heex we met at cineleisure after work at abt 11:30 like tat...but all late...haha. before tat was workin dinner at BG lox...full house worx...then earlier on met lousy pok go walk walk & met liang zhen by concidence at westmall haha...
actually wanted to go k-box de...so byrick booked a room in advance...but then after tat cuz realise like no one will sind de leh...haha..so we cancel the room lox n decided to watch movie...watched the KingDoM of HeaVen...the show is damn nice sia... abt religion de... involvin christianty. the show started at 2:40am so we got alot of time to spare before tat...when to steakhouse to eat...had brownie to share with biyu....heex... cuz waitin for jaz n lydia to come tats y buy so late ticket... we at the steakhouse like creatin scene like tat...haha..good thing only got us...then the 7 of us after jaz came all squeeze in the cushion seat there...haha. then lydia came very very late worx...like 1 plus then come...so before they go theatre they go outside smoke lox...than outside saw jean n haikru (BG). so fun..haha... then outside we play with jaz make scene again...then go watch movie lox... heex...abt 5:10 then end show...came home mama papa all wake up le...heex.. bathe then slp lox...
later goin out for dinner with family to celebrate mama day in advance cuz tml need work shift...hmmm

idiot * 5:52 AM 0 braindead

Friday, May 06, 2005

huh...went to meet lousy pok yesterday afternoon...went to watch "the interpreter" not bad leh the show....haha...nice nice... then after tat cuz nite le then went to bLuE gIngEr le lox...for the farewell party for NyOmaN...he leavin BG back to his country le...his attachment 6 mth end liao...they party hell lox...smoke n drink...the guys bought along absolute volka, gin, black label whiskey... tiger beer all...kaoz...then jonathan n some drank quite a few shots then tong liao...haha...all high n like quite drunk but sober lah...then we bbq food lox...i nth to do so keep bbq-ing marshallow for them to eat. haha...then after finish nth to do again..so i go the staircase to sit lox...cuz outside hot then inside they smokin...at first only got me..then jia jie...then slowly the guys all suddenly take turn sittin at stairway with me...haha...so yaya wan...but fun lox...then tok cock there lox..haha... hmm...then slowly they all tired le...go up stairs slp lox...left me, alan, howie, nyoman, nick n one more girl(sorry dunno name) then we clear up lox...then i go bathe...haha... then tis time i started drinkin le...infront i only had light drinks...then alan start makin cocktail for me lox...then i had like abt 5 cups cocktail in total n one shot of tequilla i tink...haha...i not drunk...but start feel giddy lox...haha... then i tried clearin the glasses but slip the rock glass n in broke..haha... OpPs..haha.
after tat i tink abt 5 i slept le lox...the rest also slp...then i 7 woke up..pack then jux nice the rest also woke up...so i left lox... then wait for bus HowiE also came out...nick also n the girl...all left...then howie take same bus as me..say he change bus at holland 198 to go back jurong. so ok lox...we took same bus..i go up bus only tong liao...slp till interchange...howie woke me up n sent me home...i now still alittle giddy...haha...but alrite lah...later still gotta work lunvh n dinner...break muz slp sia...not die lox...

hmm...results out le...
INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY APPLICATIONS IN BUSINESS II A
QUALITY MANAGEMENT A
INNOVATION DESIGN & ENTERPRISE IN ACTION B
PRINCIPLES OF ACCOUNTING B
STATISTICS FOR BUSINESS B
MANAGEMENT & ORGANISATIONAL BEHAVIOUR B+
ECONOMICS C
CRITICAL REASONING SKILLS D

not very good leh...hmm...dunno can get to tourism not leh...hopefully can...hmmm....

idiot * 12:42 AM 0 braindead

Thursday, May 05, 2005

woo hOo!! back from thailand le worX..haha... there there weather damn hot lox...go out walk on the streets within a few minutes u'll be sweatin liao lox... i like goin for suna everyday sia...hmmm go there nv really bought lots of stuffs lox...cuz couldnt walk freely de...one thing is get lost but main reason is cuz i have to look after my mama in case she walk n see till lost lox... my sis n cousin good lah... throw mama to me then they go walk n shop de...so BaD!!! but nvm lox...no chOiCe mah..haha... there the things they sell is like compare to singapore cheap lah..but horx they can gack up the price like siao one then is see whether u can bargain mah lox...i failed badly at tat..everytime kana scolded by mama afterwards...*sob*
the interestin paRt is their markets bah...first nite went to the nite mkt..dunno wat name lah...alot pple lox...then alot pubs also..look inside, u see alot alot alot pole dancers sia...all in bikini wan lox...diaoz... dear dear cannot go there!!! haha... then nt mornin went to Chatuchak mKt. best part was the pet shops inside lox...so many DoGgY!!! i see till i siao sia...then carry then touch them...oMg... but there also got lots of stray animals lox..see le so poor thing...not to mention lots of homeless children n some adults..

Father, bless the people and animals at thailand, lift them from their misery n to lead a better life, giving them shelter n warmth. ahem.

hmm....then got go the temples pray also...went to see the sleepin buddha.. its very very huge n long sia...haha...then went to siam square to walk..the shoppin centres there damn huge lox... so many levels with so many stores!!! kaoz! heex...there not bad lox...but compare with my sis the things i bought so pathetic sia...diaoz.. haha...nvm nt time go again lox...haha. oh yah...the hotel we stayed got bath tub...haha...first time got de lox...so i everynite also play bath tub...then mama have to wait long long b4 she can bathe haha....then we also went to try the thai massage. first nite try foot massage...ok lah...abit pain...then nt day try thai body massage..its pain ( can bear ) but worst is itchy lox...haha... then she noe i itchy cuz can see...haha.... after tat the nt 2 days only my sis n cousin went massage le...i dun wan le...then mama say painful also dun wan....haha....

idiot * 4:38 AM 0 braindead