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Rants of Everyday Life
.happiness.saddness.anger.loneliness.bitterness.
Thursday, July 12, 2007



Waking up everyday with a heavy feeling in it, can't get it off my chest.
It's clogging up, musch harder to gasp for air.
Things are becoming stale inside.
Hadn't had such feelings for a while.
Not sure what's happening in me, seriously.
Keeping a blank mind, but just seems lost in space with a feeling that weighing me down.
Asking me "What's wrong with you? Talk about it, you will feel better.."
Questioning myself, I don't even know what's my problem.
Why do I feel this way, Why do I behave that way.
The big "Why" is revolving around me but I have no answers for it.
I have stopped thinking.
Family,
Friends,
Work,
School,
Myself.
I just want to a break.
Would it be better?
Would it ever happen for me?

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