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Rants of Everyday Life
.happiness.saddness.anger.loneliness.bitterness.
Saturday, July 14, 2007



Shutting down.
Feeling very weak now, damn vunerable if you would ask me. Breaking down, mind shuts off, isolating up. Slap me awake if you would, please. I want to wake up from this bad dream, get back to my daily rountine life if necessary. Not being able to manage my thoughts, my emotions, my studies, my work. Basically everything. Bringing worries and trouble to all around me.
"All of us care so no matter whatever you do. we are there. But do know that there is a limit to everyone's patience."
This words are ringing in my head. Cant bring myself to think rationally, just cant get rid of them empty feeling in me that I dont belong anywhere. Deep down I know its not true but just cant stop that nagging feeling. It sucks. After today, after tonight, tomorrow is a brand new day, I am going to try to stand strong, stop my nonsense, stop bringing trouble to people. Just a matter of how much time it would take & how its going to be handled.

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