Friday, February 24, 2006
Unable to concetrate for the afternoon paper later. Just cant get rid of this nagging feelin in me. Whats that feeling? It feels like regret. Why the hell did I choose to leave the team 2 years ago for the sake of work, why couldnt I endure a little while more, forget the unhappy part and continue to stay? Thats so foolish of me. Here now 2 years later, I regret. Regret giving up this chapter in my life, choosing to end it without an ending. Yah, I know that I can still play a game or two once in a while, but what I miss is the feeling of the team, the joy and hardship that all of us go through together. Though I know that our dream team is long gone, the spirit too, still I dream of it once in a while. How I miss the feel of it.. Yes I know I have some health problems, but I did endure through it for 4 years, why not a few more years down the road? Ah, I missed you guys...
idiot * 1:01 AM 0 braindead
