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Rants of Everyday Life
.happiness.saddness.anger.loneliness.bitterness.
Sunday, August 21, 2005



How many views are there? Why is it so that I feel so indifferent about things now? Feels so different at times. Feels sad about it, really. Its like split personality if I have to find a word to describe the feelin I am experiencing. So distance from everythin regardless of what is it. Feels like I am always left out in lots of things but who am I to blame with the hack-care attitude of mine in the first place. Where is my true self? Where is who I considered to have real friendships and the sharing of all joy and emotional happening around me...
So lost at times like these. Even my best confinement seems to have distance from me. Hardly do we meet or talk anymore. Mayb its my fault that I always seems to have no time. But really I am stuffed with school work..but clearing them all! Even having my phone again I wonder should I be glad? Cause it doesnt says "YoU haVe MessAge" anyway. Can leave it there the whOle day and it wont vibrate a little at all. The one I wish to come and disturb me is no longer doin do, phone is dead. How I wish for days to go by soon. Get me my time off. I want a break and do the things I wan to get myself up and kickin once more. I wish the happenings at work, the greeting to the customers, the serving of food and most, the fun I have at work...

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