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.happiness.saddness.anger.loneliness.bitterness.
Monday, July 11, 2005



before, i was so happy...been very happy since after the bad incident after i learnt to stand up. but now it seems like bad things are comin my way again? am i goin to lose tis friendship? i dunno...but i dun wan. supposely to do my presentation script. but now i cant thing properly. again i cried since the last time. jux teared a little.
sometimes i really wonder. Am i not to be happy? everytime i believe i gain a happiness in any sort, something disruptive will come in the way. Or issiz jux my problem? i do not noe. i feel a sense of helplessness in me. i do not wan to lose wat i have received...the happy days, moments...they are all so wonderful. why does one thing changes it all...mayb i am someone who does like to move ahead. i prefer to stay in the moment where i feel is the most wonderful period. Changes has always been a bad impact on me. Now another has struck upon me. will it return back to normal? i was so happy then...so happy till like a while ago.. would u restore my happy feelin...leave the shock away as a dream? would u??

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