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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

got back accounts paper today...as expected i knew i would not make it..its true anyway. goin for retest lox. nt week goin be a little long week for me before i can do wat i wan.... got tests on tuesday till friday. haiz...one thing for sure, the failure finally woke me up from my daze mood this whole term. really felt like cryin seein tat i failed. but in a sense is also good i guess. dunno wats wrong with me le...it seems i am driftin away from so much pple or am i thinkin too much? i dunno. i only find my happiness lastin when ever i am at BG...in sch i like isolatin myself...in terms of communicating with my frenz or doin stuffs i am so stoned all the time. home no need to say lah...sometimes siao siao others jux isolate lox. the usual anyway. really need to reflect. but i wonder how. as long as i see pple happy i am fine...but seeing others unhappy, esp from my doin...i really go down the hill sia...i dunno how to cheer u up...i dunno wat i did...whatever actions i do, i dun tink without doin. but i mean no harm...dun u noe well enough?
for now, jux waitin...waitin for my term break nt week. cuz the weekends is something i really lookin forward to. something tat i consider myself to be the only thing i am better at. :) before tat, lets pray, pray for smooth sailin n pleasant week... WAKE UP WENDY!!!

heh heh...up date a little again bah. heex...jux now do uccd project then call liang zhen to ask him smth. then he say he a holland v. then michelle also there. surprised. the circle of frenx connected again...haha. there got jia jie, liang zhen, yuan qi, jun xian, michelle, wei ming and his gf lox. they all at TCC so i went down meet them. jux got back not long. now goin continus my project le..heh heh.

idiot * 1:28 PM 0 braindead