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Rants of Everyday Life
.happiness.saddness.anger.loneliness.bitterness.
Thursday, June 30, 2005



Life,
Jux a daily things we have to go through each day.
No matter wat,
Be it happy, stressful, sad or tiring
We still live through it.

But still, there one part,
One part tat you cant live as though there is nothing wrong.
The pain, sometimes the loneliness
Mostly the emptiness you'll feel.
Why is this so?
Why cant it be remove?
How i wish to wake up and be relief from these feelings.

As happy as i can be,
Not bothering by the past events anymore,
New worries, new troubles always comes by.
I realise, u have grown a place in me
Though that will never be the case.
Cause we'll be what we're for now & ever i suppose.

Sometimes i think.
If none of the past event had taken place,
Had we not done what we had done,
Would we be better than now?
I ponder.

Even though we're just friends,
Your each emotional changes,
I feel. i share.
But there is nothing i can do
Not even to be there for you.

You.
You dun see my existence.
I am nothing.
Just a nobody,
Just someone you say "hi" & "bye".

If that's my life,
Then so be it.
If it is fated,
Then so be it.
No point trying to head to a deadend,
Finally only hurting myself more.

Lets just be me.
The little old me.
What's it like?
I forgotten.

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