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Rants of Everyday Life
.happiness.saddness.anger.loneliness.bitterness.
Wednesday, June 01, 2005



i am breakin down le...for the first time in my life i feel so down...wakin up wantin to cry everyday...i seemed so lost in space le...after yesterdAy...have been feelin very very down constantly....was msgin then i feel even worse...ur persistently n love made me feel so vunerable...but i cant understand myself...y am i bein so selfish? been tosin in bed for an hour plus...tinkin, cryin...dunno wat made me did it but i did it...i tried hurtin myself with pen knife...its painful....but the painful elsewhere is more painful tat i dun even mind the one on my hand... i am lost...no one to sve me but myself...i let no one save...y am i so selfish??? i dunno wat the heck i been doin...i wan to change for the better...but it seemed i am fallin all the way down...not standin up....i want to stand up...how????

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