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Rants of Everyday Life
.happiness.saddness.anger.loneliness.bitterness.
Sunday, May 29, 2005



yesterday activity not bad lox...met jean for lunch le then went back BG to wrap byrick present lox...then work lox. work not bad lah...business still alrite lox. heex..only alan siao siao one...near the end of work or rather constantly keep usin plastic bag as hat, apron at cape. then behind counter keep makin everyone laugh lox. haha. cuz dunno y alot pple hungry leh. so started makin dessert eat lox. then howie made for me my favourite. haha...gula melaka! after work i no eat then went off to meet byrick they all le lox. jux board the bus only jaz called me n say they change venue to cineleisure. i dunno y but sian diao lox. then yuan qi was there to acc me lox. so we got down at harbour front n took mrt down. stopped at sommerset mrt. i want to wait bus wif him but he wan walk me there. in the end we cuz of tis not happy again le. i show my attitude again le lox. but all i wanted waS to wait bus with him n see him off.... but...haiz. i am sorry... but my attitude sux tis few days... i also dunno wat i stressin abt also. haiz. then went meet byrick they all...able to b happy went wif them. watch MonSter-in-lAw lox. so funny. then went ended we chatted till 5 before they all went off. left me n biyu we sat at outside long john silver tok lox. she told me of my current attitude n everything...how i changed over the holiday. i myself not really like it as well...but i dunno how to express n tell her exactly how i feel. i dunno how to tell anyone. its juz the feelin in me. i wan to say but i dunno how to say either. haiz. i tink i almost goin down to my self isolation mood le. no need anyone but myself to go n do soul searchin before i re-surface...can can??? haiz. bang wall bah.....

father, i feel lose n stress over things i dun even seem to noe wat issiz abt. father, plz show me some guidance? guide me to the light i mux see....

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