.happiness.saddness.anger.loneliness.bitterness.

Saturday, April 30, 2005

huh...last nite work BG okok...best part was after work...huh... left without my hp...diaoz... was playin with stupid jia jie...we were on our usual "fightin" lox...then before he left he say me then i chase him all the way out till near mrt there...go back jux nice everyone all outside lock up BG le...then my bus also come so i board lox... then on bus then i realise i forgot my hp...ask uncle can alight me not...not at the bus stop there lox...anyway uncle drive to side to alight me...thank U!!! heex...i ran all the way to the stop before BG one then called jia jie...he say he still at tanjong mrt there...i told him lox...then he help me call the assist manager...but he also cant do anythin cuz all left le mah...then i abit angry hang up his phone..oPpS...soRrY... then ran back to BG lox... too dark cant see...so went across to kopitiam called aLan.. then he said call him up today 7:30 then we met 9am at BG...heex...good thing phone there..haha... but i cried..heex... callin alan n dear dear tat time i was already cryin...on bus home also...so yaya i noe... haha.... jux now after take phone acc alan to breakfast then go back BG...i lie on the chair then fell asleep..haha... now home...later still gotta go work...but b4 tat later meet dear first..heex...
goin tHaiLaNd tml mornin le...heex... till tue nite then come back...heex....

idiot * 4:33 AM 0 braindead

Friday, April 29, 2005

haha..waitin waitin...choco chip bars...in the oven now..haha...waititn waitin...waitin for it to b baked out..haha.. A-gRadE!!! haha..
hmmm..last nite bLue GiNgeR very fun...stuipd Alan..the manager keep on suan me lox...say i fat then wait say i short..then dunno y suddenly like the whole restaurant pple all come shoot me...so bad wan...only sally good..haha..nv say me de. heex...then work borin lah...n tired cuz before tat do gym n swimmin mah..so shag lox. haha...then at nite after work alan made margarita( cocktail ) for me to drink....not really my likin but still alrite lox...haha.. then i waited at restaurant for very long cuz waitin for yuan qi they all...was wei ming bdae yesterday...they were at marina so i wait then abt 11 plus then left BG for marina...then alan acc me lox..to cityhall then then we each sit diff train le...heex... dunno y but very gum with him..haha...juz like with byrick. hmm... i jux like tis type of workin feelin...haha..so stupid like tat rite...
opPs..dunno got enough time to complete bakin mah leh...like not enuff...still got so much...ohoh...how??? haha...die lah

idiot * 5:17 AM 0 braindead

Thursday, April 28, 2005

huh...tired sia...body wan break down le??? haha...dunno leh... these fews day is jux keep workin out in the day then go work at nite...body tired...mentally as well bah..but i got nth to do..go out also nth to do stay home bored so the best way is to exercise? dunno... jux came home from florence house not long nia...was at her house there the gym work out, then after go swimmin lox...keot swimmin..then her mama cook lunch for me...eat le come home cuz later gotta go blue ginger work le...
lets see...monday jog, tue jog...today tis..haha... fun leh...everytime go joggin will go MIA wan...cuz will run for lomg then sometimes run wrong will have to take long route... start from holland run up to gleneagle hospital there u-turn...heex...then run to botanica gardens...go toilet for drink n jog inside...always come out wrong exit..appear at SMU there...bukit timah there lox...so far home sia...haha...

HaPpY 2Nd LeSbO wOrX...eUniCe & WenDy..hEeX... <3>
gOd blEsS..blEsS eVerYoNe tO bE chEeRfUl & hEaltHy..fReE fRoM wOrrIeS n tRouBlEs... :)

idiot * 7:20 AM 0 braindead

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

haiz...u free, i not free....i free, u not free...tis is yaya papaya de lox...huh.... today suppose to work later at crustacean de...but i say i got smth on cannot make it...i noe...very bad. no responsibility..but i really dun have the mood to go there to work..i kinda dread goin there actually...over there at work all i tink of is faster end work then can go over to sistina...huh...dunno y jux had the feel of goin over.
yesterday at BG the caterin learnt new things again...learnt how to skirt the table haha..fun.. we went to marina there for the cocktail catering...loaded & unloaded the stuffs...set up the things...haha i sweated alot sia...but fun lox..then we had to polish the wine & champgne glasses..i clean too hard..n accidently broken the top...oPpS..haha... to "strong" le u noe...haha... ok i bullshittin...lalala. then my duty was to serve drinks...collect the use glasses...it was a fast pace thing lox...the talk ended..pple come out, we serve them then finish all go le...hmm....awhile only...like half an hour? then we un-pack n go back BG lox...then go hawker eat then go le...cuz still early so went sistina again...heex. then went over OS. Joe went to tell the manager i wan the job..he gave me the form to fill in lox.. he say will let joe tell me when i come work, the problem now is papa dun wan me work when sch starts..haiz...then i also dun wish to give up BG cuz i like it there...shit lox..haiz... dunno how sia...
long to see u but unable to...god bless to guide the way, creatin the time & space for u and me :)

idiot * 5:23 AM 0 braindead

Monday, April 25, 2005

hmmmm....crustacean tonite was not bad lah...only got 4 tables for the whole nite lox...super boring...was the caller but since so little table..then so seh nang wan...haha.... hmm...consider not bad lah...i broke ice by startin topics to chat with the other waitresses..but is like not long conversations wan lox..no click de..so in the end i most of time loner lox...haiz.. very sian de... after work again went to sistina.... but didnt stay long leh...cuz chef brandon ask me go...i was helpin with the cutlery then chef brandon ask me wan food then he take for me then ask me dun stay le cuz wait manager see, say i no go there work all these...so waited for chef seann then walked lox...then i pass by originaL siN...saw may, joe & kiat at the back...so join them lox...then went into OS to eat...there saw the manager...then they asked me no go sistina work le? i say no lox...then told them where i workin... the manager offer me to work...he wan pay me $6.50/hr to work...not bad rite...but i dun mind the price lah...is the pple i noe there then more happy n at ease leh...but joe say one thing tat i also mind...workin at OS might mean kana said by SisTina lox...so after they(joe & kiat) sent me home i called byrick to consult...then went put again to holland kopitiam to meet byrick for supper... heex....got long chat worx...not only abt the job offer but other daily things lox...so fun!!! hmm...my conclusion is i tink 90% i accept the OS offer le lox...now tink how to tell crustacean bah...dunno how...nv done tis before...haiz.... only tink i scare affect me is wat sistina might say bah...hopefully not...
may god be with me, lightin up the path for me...showin me the light...

idiot * 4:38 PM 0 braindead

huh....abt another 45 min like tat start work at CrusTaceAn le...siao leh...not enthu abt goin there to work..haha...dunno shld i continue not lox...blue ginger tml also got work..heex...goin out for caterin lehx...haha...at least i feel more at ease at blue ginger cuz they dun restrict me... let me do things..heex... fun fun!! :D
haha...tis mornin went to church with biyu..at bukit timah there..call leng kuang baptist church i tink...at the service cuz too tired i tink the prayer part i accidently dozed off...then after nv le lah...stupid was singin tat time my watch alarm when off then i dunno is mine until behind behind...diaoZ...then someone sms me n i forgot to silent my hp....dotz lox...haiz... but all was alrite lox...nth much...then went bible class with biyu...at least i noe how to see bible now...haha... now i tink i every sunday biyu also will wan me go bah...i dunno leh..see how lox..haha... after tat went find dear for lunch lox...went westmall eat my dan dan ramen (really damn dan LoLx)....not tat nice after all...haha... nt time try others bah...then we go JE collect his thing then sit bus...round abt home...haha...haiz...go work le...dunno tonite will how....hmmmm...
god bless, guidin me the path... (",)

idiot * 8:27 AM 0 braindead

Sunday, April 24, 2005

dotz...home home...but so early..haiz... nth to do much de leh...went bugis very fast bought the jeans le...before goin bugis at holland went to haagen-dazs to meet kong chian, michelle, fang ting, wenxu n their fren to settle the chalet tingy lox...so mah fan...haha...also horX... first time leh...FIRST TiMe me & eunice go to hawker centre for meal worX...haha...
after bugis go to meet yuan qi lox...took 197 to queensway n waitin for 61 one tat time tot eunice went with her parents le...she suddenly appear...haha...then her parents sent me to westmall...so funny...i shocked to see eunice again...haha...at west mall, yuan qi dear also surprised me...haha...he gave me a smilely face doggy!!!(called LoUsY) so cute..heex...thanks u dear...hee...so happy!! then go to beauty world to eat n wait for liang zhen they all...then yuan qi sent me go bus stop then go play game le...now still playin lox...hmmmm...-_- haha

idiot * 11:53 AM 0 braindead

lalalala....meeting eunice later at noon go bugis...so which is soon le lox...haha. hmm...yesterday first day at crustacean is not tat good sia....cant do anythin...was to be an assistant runner...which is to assist the runner to serve food lox...but startin no food so i walk abt...dun like stand at one corner...so yaya de lox..then help customer pour water nia...customer ask me thing i dunno..cannot take order...everythin also cannot...offer help to carry told me too heavy...like i no strength like tat...see customer no wine le..i also cannot top up...tis type of feelin is so painful lox...diaoz...dun like...then kana said by the chef there also...cuz i dun dare serve myself le...wait kana said mux wait again...then in the end chef ask me i noe wat table i say yah...then she say i noe still dunno how to serve!!! kaoz...i du lan also le lox...i noe lah...attitude come out again mah....haiz...its a new challenge loz...blue ginger easy...but the standards at crustacean is much higher than sistina bah...not sure yet...first day only mah...haiz... tml still got to work..but the manager very good...some wat giving me the Byrick-feel...haiz (byrick~~sistina x manager) dunno dunno...went to sistina after work...saw chef there then inside got jaz they all...really miss the old sistina..always feel like cryin when go there....arh.... i would not have mind the changes yet work at sistina if not of the manager now...haiz..rite from start nv like him lox... yaya papaya wan lox...dunno lah...diaoz...

idiot * 1:29 AM 0 braindead

Saturday, April 23, 2005

diaoz...haha...bored sia yesterday at work...2nd storey got bookin...3rd storey got so call function...but 1st storey got so no life de....not alot customers come lox...haiz...boring lah...muz have alot alot...very busy those type then shiok mah...some more yesterday i hungry cuz only had 2 buns n some biscuits for the whole day...haiz...in the end i mostly also tokin to jia jie lox...nth to do wat...then ended business early as well...like 10:15 like tat end le lox...dotZ.... so in the end got feast last nite cuz got lots of left overs from the bookin n function...the first time i try their food...hey hey..not bad sia...haha...but didnt eat much nor tried all...haha...paiseh mah...worse part is all of them smoke sia...n they smoke in the restaurant de...so damn smelly lox...i went n stay outside the restaurant till they smoked finish then go in chnage n go home lox...
today another busy day mah? later lunch work at blue ginger, then dinner will start my first day at hollnd---Crustocean le...haha...dunno how i goin to handle my schedule yet lox...haiz...lalalalala
where r u leh? 332704647707606824....decode urself worx....haha

idiot * 12:43 AM 0 braindead

Friday, April 22, 2005

suddenly got tis type of depression mood...dun have tis type of feeling for very long le...but sometimes now juz cant help but have n tink abt it...dunno...dunno how to describe also.. mayb i too sensitive...though it might b over but still cant help but tink...i aM i the bad wan who broke it up or anythin like tat? oMg...i dunno...feel sinful all of a suddenly...god? please guide me along the way? show me the light? ahem... so confuse now....dunno wat to do either...haiz... dun tink lox...hopefully it will pass...dun wan to ask abt it either...juz let myself get over it bah....

idiot * 7:05 AM 0 braindead

yesterday first day work at blue ginger..haha...started at 6 but before tat went out wif dear...haha went to SP to meet hime first then later went to orchard wheellock place the n.y.d.c to eat...had my favourite lox...got lots of lots of melted cheese!!! pasta!!! mushroom!!! OmG!!! all my heaven food lox...tats wat i like n.y.d.c for....haha the baked pasta...heex...then dunno wat to do so walk walk then took bus down to PS lox...he went to buy his guitar string then we went fort cannin climb...siao diao de...sweat alot lox..then still got to work...haha so in the end at mrt i go toilet clean myself up...dunno use up how much of their toilet paper...oPpS!!! paiseh...
meet jia jie at tanjong pagar control station there to go with him to work lox...dear walk wif us there then left le...i so scare sia when i went in blue ginger...haha cuz so lond no work le..then some more first day...heex...so obviously will nervous lox. Manager Alan interviewed me then told me some of their work expectation then after jia jie gave me the shirt to wear...it was standard size i tink but anyway too big for me...wear le like wearing "sui yi"..time to go bed le...haha...i was asked to follow jia jie n he guided me lox...so qiao the assistant manager last time also work at holland~~Da Paolo lox...jux beside SiStina...haha...then in the end i first day still not bad lox...work first storey only...then very fast able to clique with Sally, the assist manager...haha...surprisin for me lox...tot i only got jia jie to acc le...haha...
work started though i noe wat to do..but i still nervous...hand shakin lox... actually no need take order de...in the end i still got take...dunno even noe the menu lox...haha... so first day work is like i work there noe wat to do like tat...so funny...the assist manager even let me open wine for customers...haha....i so happy...jux like sistina.. got ang moh go one...i feel so at ease with ang moh...still can chat with them de...heex... love my F&B line sia!!! today still gotta work at blue ginger...tml then work oceancrust at holland...haha...
haha...tink i am late le...have to go westmall now to meet jas to return him his windbreaker which was with me for quite long le....after tat come home study my menu lox....lalala

idiot * 1:56 AM 0 braindead

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

haha...today morning went to hong kah north cc to play bball with yuan qi, liang zhen, jia jie etc ( the Ge-5 gang )... so long no play le lox...my skills so rusty..haha but in the end still alrite lah...not bad lox...wahaha...so bhb sia!! hmm....very long no enjoy my bball le...too bad biyu not here to play woth us le...tink she die also wont come play de lox...but she also start sch le mah. hmm...so happy sia...then now my hand is damn burn sia...didnt realised at all until jux now...haha. but, I LOVE IT!!! woo hooo.......
play till like noon plus then went to eat lox, cuz liang zhen got to go back sch. before tat they go the coffee shop nearby to lunch...walkin go tat time saw coach...haiz...i some how abit miss my trainin back there with my team sia...but not goin to happen le...cuz i nv go back anymore...haiz... at the foodcourt got tis stray chihuahua loz....its owned by someone de...but i tink it is lost lox...loiterin around for food...so ppor thing!!! i ran to shop & save to buy dog food....then come back it dun wan the food cuz too scared...haiz...i inside the foodcourt "chasing" the dog lox...bend down walk follow it here n there...in the end no eat food ran across road to void deck...dotz..... after eat finish separate lox...then me n yuan qi dunno wat to do...so in the end we went to the gui ling hill to climb...haha....very idiot wan...walk wrong way....but also very tired le...so halfway climb down n walk all the way to westmall lox...stupid yuan qi dun let me take bus...walk for like half an hour...dotz....
go westmall he saw alot his cadets n schoolmate...we go eat desset then when library...saw jie qi outside the library...haha...then we chatted...haha....very fun lox...cuz so long no meet le...heex...after library go movie le...cuz start le...watched 'creep'. another idiot show... haha no lah...idiot cuz i dun like watch horror show wan...but he wan watch...haiz...do i have a choice... wahahaha...jokin lah...LoLx!!! after movie walk walk to kfc for qiqi to eat dinner then so comic connection...bought naruto badges...haha... after come hm for dinner le...so tired...my leg muscle strained...bent down pain sia....haha...but shiok!!! cuz so long no tis type feeling le...hahaha... tml is me n dear 1 month!!! happy one month worX...goin out for lunch then go blue giniger start work at evenin le lox.....

idiot * 11:32 AM 0 braindead

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

so tired today...woke up at 8:30 to call lousy pok up...then cuz the upgrading construction started le then wake up lox...very sian so decided to go jogging...ran all the way from holland here to botanica gardens...in side ran to the fittness part to do some exercise...shit lox...muz train up le...my hands so damn weak!!! haiz...then i again, i exited at the wrong exit...haiz... appear at SMU there lox...bukit timah!!! haha..long way home lox...so i ran...then ran to farrer..haha gave eunice shock. Appear at her house without informin her....too tired to continue home le...stayed there till like 12 plus then we come holland together...went to buy ingredient to make choco candy...haha... n cuz of tis met up like an hour plus late with my BaBa family lox!!! haha...( sorry arh...hui yun, jessica n quant ruu...heex)
when to orchard lox...we went TopShop..then each of us tried tis plated skirts n the outrageous top tat we die also wont wear the lox...or mayb for me only lah...haha...the 5 of us lox...each one outfit...tink the salesgirl du lan us...haha...but dun care!!! then we went HMV walk walk...but very sian so in the end went to marche snack...then stayed till we left lox...at the junction crossing road halfway saw pei jun n angela...then i middle of road stop n call to jessica n hui yun to tell them see pei jun n angela...haha...eunice had to pull me across the road lox...i noe i noe very dangerous...haha...
now so tired....very sian....lalala....

idiot * 11:15 AM 0 braindead

Monday, April 18, 2005

hmmm...went to holland v first before heading down to bugis to meet wenxu who was bored stayin home...haha...didnt really tot i would get a job anyway...when to the smth crust smth ocean restaurant to apply lox...its the restaurant tat also serve middle to high class pple food those type lox...hee...so nervous sia cuz its like so long (1 yr plus) since i go gor interview le...then he actually said give me a call on tuesdae to see i accepted not...but on the bus goin to bugis tat time the manager i tink called me to ask me go work on fridae!!!! wahaha!!!! happy sia!!! haiz..now blue ginger there dunno how lox...see bah...i wan 2 jobs to keep me occupied anyway.
met wenxu at bugis...we jux walked here walked there waitin for time to past for me to go meet my S4 lox (ClaRa, biYu, kEnDy & mE). very tired walkijn so we went coffee bean sit to wait then saw ivan..haha...he said kendy also there le...inside doin smth....but she didnt come out till very long. & horx...can say all late lah...we say meet at 6 de lox...n clara n biyu both all very late worx...haha.. no choice,,,used to it le...today supposely to celebrate a very very belated bdae for biyu lox..haha...went to V8 movie cafe eat then go coffee bean again!!! 2 times in a day lox...drank pure choco earlier then after V8 go drink pure vanilla...dot dot dot... fat le!!!!haha...
cuz tml kendy start her attachment le...workin at raffles place there worx!!! haha...mux jia you worx :) then clara n biyu (nyp) start their 2nd yr also le...so mux go hm early...dear wanted come find me but he board bus too late le lah...haha they all wan go home le...so he alighted at holland there from batok lox...then i took train down from bugis to holland...heex...we sat there tok tok tok...n play... heex...very yaya wan we 2...lalala....dun whack me if u read here arh!!! haha :D
hmmm...tml if can wake up then go running bah? then dear dear got guitar class in the mornin..heex...then got meetin then meet poy frenz dinner at marina rite?! hmm...me bored bah...dunno do wat...dunno eunice wan go the interview mah? do i wan in the first place??? haha

idiot * 2:47 PM 0 braindead

Sunday, April 17, 2005

hmmm...woke up at 9.30 tis morning. spent half an hour tryin to get Byrick to wake up for work...haha...then did some mornin PT lolx... left home to go n find yuan qi to acc him cut hair then go sembangwang to celebrate his godsis bdae...go there not long only heavy rain worX... so cold n wet haha...hid behind the pillar. cuz of the rain also late to meet eunice n justin they all at orchard...later for an hour worx...heex...cuz heavy rain cant get out of park...rain small then qiqi acc me to sembangwang mrt...heex... :)
angry part was meet justin. he was there with eunice, jian xiang n his other fren at cineleisure kbox singing...like less than an hour we left le lox cuz they hungry wan to eat le...i not hungry so anythin lox. eunice as well...then they suggested newton circus which me n eunice dun wan go...justin they go toilet then me n eunice when to neoprint shop see see...the nt moment justin send us msg say they go le...wan join them then come...dotz lox...jux like tat go off with a msg...me n eunice so angry..we no follow them...we walk walk then went taka the pasta cafe eat....haha i sign up application there to work as well....justin got msg us..then tell me wat his mood not good all these... stuPid de lox!!!! go all the way there to meet him before he sail on sunday then is tis kind of meetin... BANG WALL LAH!!!!
we eat finish then very full worx...haha so we walked home from orchard lox...our usUaL mah!!! haha....today different worX...me n eunice started singin nursery rhymes along the way home...then sing other songs as well...i started makin up lyrics using our names with "she'll be comin round the mountain" haha...very yaYa wan lox~!!!! then sing all the way till we separate...haha...then called qiqi...heex...chatted till i nearly reached home. soRry...make u worRy agaiN, cuz i no msg once i reacH hOme straigHt...cuz aLways forget... :p ....

idiot * 2:46 PM 1 braindead

Friday, April 15, 2005

exams over le....rejoice!!! but so borin...nth to do cuz still havnt got my job yet...plannin to find part-time waitress-ing bah...tats the only line i ever worked before...haHA... not going back sistina le...cuz chef simon is gone..taken over by chef angelo. The whole management changed..though is better but i dun really like cuz like so sudden the changes...anyway practically all the familar faces have gone n replaced by new faces...haiz... how i wished Sistina is still like before? then mayb now i would have been at work rather than home le...haha.
Have been enjoyin since wednesday last day paper..haha...yuan qi acc me to seoul garden with frenz, movie ( the pacifer ), play arcade then play pool with jessica and her bf. then nt day when to sentosa with wenxu n frenz...supposely to sun tan with eunice who was already there with her frenz de but she not well so stay in the chalet...so left me with the guys...haha...so i spent most my time swimmin back n fort the small island n the silso beach accompanied by wenxu ( aka my very very good "sister" cum mother ). oPpS!!! haha...
OMG....its rainin now!!! later still have to go marina meet my PSL frenz...so long no see each other le...haha excited!!! cant see till tml le lox...haha he busy got thing do i also...now shld be at his ST John thing bah...then later meet liang zhen n his fren to go out...for me., haha...after steamboat i b goin with biyu to pan pacific tp find Byrick then i tink is go orchard to find jaz they all bah...then mid nite movie gatherin of the "old sistina"!!! wahaha~~~

idiot * 3:14 PM 0 braindead